afraid escribió:Well, If this thread is to write in english, and the thread that I was going to write is related to it, I'll write it here, and in english.
Today, at 18:00 I should go to english classes. These classes are in my work, because the company wants the people get a better level of english.
So, Where is the problem?
If I were working, then I would go yes or yes, because it's working time. But I'm in my holidays days.
The problem is not that I don't want to go. Because I know that it's good for me, I must improve my english skills.
The problem has a name: Sara.
I feel that I'm falling in love with her. I have something in my stomach and I spend all my time thinking in her. There aren't 10 minutes without thinking in her.
And... Where is the problem? To fall in love is marvelous...
Not, not to me... I hate to fall in love, I hate the sensations that I have when I'm in love, I hate it because I know that I will never be near her, running my fingers through her hair, kissing her sweet lips...
She doesn't have a boyfriend, but our lives are too diferent, she is rich, and i'm not. She has a lot of friends, and I don't... She has a live, I don't...
When we started the english course, she was just come to our work, and I didn't know her, I thought that she was a spoiled and capricious woman, but the classes in this two months near her demonstrated just the opposite.
She is funny, she is polite, very good woman...
I feel very well with her, we are 10 people in the class and it's a very funny class, but I can only see her...
In this moment I feel so frustrated, because I don't want to see her and at the same time I'm dying for seeing her...
I don't know what to do, there are just 4 more classes and at the same time that my brain tells me not to go, my hart orders me to go...
I'm suffering a lot.